Dear papa, Now that you are not with us in person. I have suddenly felt so many of responsibilities that till now i was just avoiding. My casual life now has come to an end. I feel as if i have grown 10 years older within 15 days. My griefs would never be over but yes life is so cruel that it would not give me any compensation for you. Suddenly, i have developed a lot more need and respect for money. Out of nowhere i am feeling a lot more desperate. Now, perhaps i will actually live the life of you. I hope i can tackle it the way you did. After all, i am your sun and i have got the biggest treasure : your experiences of life.